Saturday, February 26, 2011


As I am sitting here playing on the computer instead of cleaning my house I hear the song I Can I Only Imagine by Mercy Me.

What a wonderful thing to think about.  How will act when you get to meet the Lord Jesus Christ or our Father of all?  Are you ready? 

Wow we also have to remember how we have the Holy Spirit of God with us here and now to help us each and every day.  How grateful I want to be each and every day to know that no matter how many times I walk into the brick wall in front of me because I am trying to do it my way and not his way.  I can only imagine how this free will we have been given can only make God laugh sometimes up there to wonder how many times it takes for us to listen. 

I am truly so thankful to have so many friends to help me avoid the 2nd and 3rd time into the brick wall that seems to be in front of me.  I know that God wants us to truly be happy here on earth. 

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Running in Circles

There is a song from the United Pursuit Band that is awesome called running in circles.  God brings us his peace.  We are the ones who avoid such deliverance sometimes by concentrating on the difficult storms we are going through instead of the peace that God gives to us.

Today at work I believe I let that overwhelming feeling of running in circles beat me.  I wish there was a way to correct it but I am thankful for the renewing day tomorrow and the the forgiveness of today.  I should have went to church tonight but instead I am home and actually enjoying the peace and quiet.  Is that wrong??  I don't know.  Is that right?  I don't know.  However I do know the feeling of peace right now so I assume it is ok.

I know God wants us to be happy and to serve.  I want so much to hear his voice whisper to me.  I know that you do not rush God it is all on his terms.  I just know that I truly want to feel the way that others have said they feel.  I know we are all different parts of the body of Christ.  I just want to better understand what I am not doing right.  I know deep down I want to do so much more.  I want to help people.  I want to help God by speaking to people on his behalf.  I want to help with the lost.  I know my blinders just came off not too long ago so there is a new patience that I must learn.

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Seeker of Faith

There are so many things that I want to jump into with love.  There are so many people that I meet and see that just need a little bit of respect and love given to them.  I wish I could give them all a hug and tell them about how good it feels to Love God and to Grow each and every day with the love of God.

I question myself all of the time.  I have such a hard time trusting my own feelings some times that I even know how to worship the right way.  I wish that I could better understand.  I am going to stive towards learning to trust God 100% with all of my heart and sould and mind and body and strength.  I want to trust the Holy Spirit because I want to be lead.  I want to be loved and dealt with when I am not on the right path.  I truly want to Follow with all of me.

It is so easy to act just in front of other people, but when it is just me I seem to struggle to know that God is still there with me.   My prayer is to learn how to be with God in every way and in every thing I do each and every day.  The only way I know how to truly do this is by his Holy Scriptures every day.